Day 5

Yesterday wasn't a good day. Today as well.

I can't help it. I didn't know that how fragile am I until you said that. I thought I am strong. Strong enough. You were so  special and you know it. That is the way to tear me apart inside out. Now I am. Shattering into pieces. 

There you go again, I cried. My tears can't hold any longer anymore. You are the reason. Is it really happy to slowly letting me bleed inside? If it is. You Win. 

Hating myself for being so weak. So Weak. 

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