Hello there

Its been awhile since I have reach this nasty little place. It seems pretty different in many things. The sort of gang problem and johorians problems that I have came and coming across now. It is totally disgusting. Well I am a pro in handling this kind of situations. Its just keep rotating like a cycle. First was them and then there are them. Psh. It is gross. What am I suppose to do? Well maybe I meant to be alone. I just don't understand why do I treat people so generous and what I get in return is blame and hatred and annoyed. Somehow I just forget what to feel when I am being myself. Does writting all these help? No absolutely not. But it may in one sec. Just one.

Another problem is that Dr. P. I think it is my fault to make his emotions go winding. I am truly sorry but ......ish I am sorry. That's it. I am not the person you think. I am totally not noisy. NOT NOISY. I am so tired of being noisy. This is the first thing that you dont know. I locked myself up in the middle of nowhere because the social does not want that me. Ever since I keep myself in there I sweared to myself to be a person that the socials need. I am tired. Now that is the second thing you dont fucking know. All you know is when the moment I borrowed your shoulder you feel the adrenaline rush. Right? Shallow. Im afraid I need to mention. Im fragile. The third thing you dont even know. And what the hell do you feel that you even have a qualification to protect me? 

Somehow I just feel tired of everything.

I hope the Moon rogered that. Thanks buddy